I can’t sleep!
I wish I could because 5 1/2 hours of sleep is NOT enough for me. But I keep getting woken up at 6:25 – 6:45 a.m. This normally would be a good thing, but I’m not at home.
The sun is barely coming up where we are right now. But my internal clock is set. So I keep waking up at this time, even though I am NOT getting to bed when I should.
Why is that?
Well, I’m a bit emotional right now. So are my kids. Traveling can be exciting and fun but also a GREAT challenge to the heart, mind and soul. Traveling allows us to see and do things that can create: jealousy, coveting, obsession, disdain, rage, expectation, entitlement, and fear.
My dreams are crazy right now. I am actually relieved to wake up. So going back to sleep isn’t really something I want to do. But I need it!
I hope that tonight I will be so tired that I actually sleep. I also hope that the many reasons that I have stayed up FAR TOO LATE will not be an issue anymore. I also hope that with my new “morning schedule” that I will move my scripture study time to the morning, instead of before bed. That way I can just crash onto my bed and sleep, instead of force myself to stay awake.
Here’s to a new plan!